In my head as i sit here with a broken heart,

I think about all the guys that have potential, the only problem.

THEY are NOT YOU.

The tears are forcing their way out, but I’m trying just as hard to keep them in. Maybe crying will help me feel better, but I’ve done it all…I’ve cried in sadness, screamed in anger… and as much as I wish i didn’t feel the way I did…I cant take back the fact that I love this guy.

and now…it’s all gone.

I can keep saying that things will change, I can make promises that this time will be better, but you can only say and do so much before it stops meaning anything more than JUST WORDS.

I am still here…

Keeping a small piece of happiness that was once “US”.

I’ll never regret anything, from this experience, i learned to cherish, to have patience, to never give anyone your everything until the other person is willing to do the same.

phasing in, phasing out.

I’m on the edge of tears. I’m on the edge of insanity.

Most of all… I’m broken in shards.

( I read this love letter, it made me feel like writing one, to express how much you’ve come to mean to me, wether you read this or not, it doesn’t matter because ill spend everyday of our lives telling you how much I love you, what I love about you, and why you’ve made me that happiest girl ever. :)

Dear.

I miss you.
I never realized how much I really cared, until the moment I thought I was loosing you. My heart felt betrayed, but I had faith in you somehow, despite the distance and days of silence - I knew you wouldn’t break your promise to me… although I admit I had my doubts, I knew that the things you’ve done proved to mean more than unanswered phone calls and text messages.

You’re still a guy, and you’re still young and you’re enjoying your life with your boys, and other things… that’s part of who you are and I cant make you stay and talk to me when you want to spend time with them, and do what you love. Like you said we have the rest of our lives to get to know eachother and spend with eachother. What more could I ask for.

Honestly, I feel so fortunate to have met you, so happy that of all the girls out there it was me that you chose. That night, that one single kiss changed my life. I’m guessing yours as well… if it wasn’t for that faithful night, we would’ve never ended up where we are now.

It hasnt been that long that we’ve known eachother, but I like the comfort that we’ve grown into, the late nights.. endless texting, hours on the phone. I know that at somepoint we’ll grow tired of eachother… we’ll have countless disputes but like you said within time TOGETHER we’ll cross the bridge together.

Btw, congratulations.
&&You know what about.

Baby, I’m glad you’re coming home.
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH.

As simple as…
I love you, you love me, let’s spend the rest of our lives together.

baby, what if…